A Messy Timeline

I was 13 when I cut myself for the first time. 15 when I first attempted suicide. 16 when I tried again. Then 17. And I was 17 when I last cut myself. I was 18 when I first went to the doctor. 18 when I was told that it was just hormones. 18 when …

A Rant 12/18/2017

I won’t write and tell you I am fine, because I am not. It’s easy to see a smile and say she’s happy, but I am not. And I won’t say that I am not in pain…because I am. What you don’t understand is that I am scared. Scared the voice will win. I am …