Kiln:Fire

And when I say I love you, I think I do. But I've been here before. Same situation, different person. Thinking they're here to save me. But all I find is that no one can save a burning woman. Touch me and you will burn too. The only difference this time is I don't want …

I’m sorry: a rant.

I feel as if I owe you an explanation. On why I haven't written. I'm sorry. I just have been a mess lately. Paranoid. Constantly anxious, just a mess. I feel as if I have been broken beyond repair. I have had multiple opportunities to come out and do things with other people but each …

You know when you jump in a pool so deep you're searching for the bottom so you have something to press off of to reach the surface? Knees tucked in to your chest soon to extend your legs straight out to push off the bottom. Right before you break the surface, your lungs physically cannot …

Sunday.

You know that feeling when your thoughts are so heavy you can physically feel the pressure weighing on you? The feeling is almost like being crushed in a compactor. It’s coming from all sides, pressing into you until all that’s left for you to do is mold into whatever it mushes you to. You either …