11/24/2019: New name, who dis?

(100% will regret naming my blog this but what the hell!) When you look in the mirror, how often do you look into your own eyes? If you have, how does it feel? I've looked into my own eyes once and I never cared to do it again. I've been quite scared since. I found …

1/28/2020: Whore

For the last 6 years I’ve been searching for pieces of myself that I’ve lost. I can only seem to find broken ones, ones that are of someone else or I can’t find them at all. I still attempt to put the remaining ones together in full understanding that I will never be the same. …

Autonomy

He says. What a perfect word. How precise and meaningful! And he doesn't even know how applicable this word truly is to me. I begin saying the word is in my head. Au-tah-no-me. Aut-on-o-me! The word fills my ears and my brain. I can't wait for the day that I am freed. The day that …